haha today din understand amything again at sch lor then got back physics...failed again lahhh watever lor i immune to failure liao see everything i do also cnnt chain snything wst try then keep fsiling no point right hopeless hopelexs shit lah i also dont like myself can . i dunwan live with myself also...always alone. also cannot keep depending on people to gake care of me right no one is obloged to give a shit about me fuck i screwed my life howhow what to do. stop it lah. alone alone alone. i am so screwed can. i cant change cant move on cant do anything right. cant. i tried so many fuckimg times. i know lah. if i keep like this amd never do anytjing nobody will want to friend me liaoo...shit....i also dunno uhow..i going to fail everything...not only academically ok. my mother also dun like me say i useless etc. yahlah therefore i should gnd right. why. why must like this. where is the love.
take train alone. take bus alone. eat alone . walk alone. talk alone. sleep alone. when will this miserable life end. friends. i just another one of their friends right. yahlah nothing else. they also not obliged to keep pei me and talk to me and make sure i dont screw my life up.i must by myself. alone. alone. even if got no more me nothing will change the sun and mooon and stars will still shine. then indie and dunno go where. see. nowhere to go that is not alone. fuck