I M JUST GONNA FAIL LIKE SOME SHITZ
I CANNOT STUDY
AND TODAY MY TUITION TEACHER SAYS
maybe if cannot cope i should drop out of st nicks and go northlight haha
okay but he say until make alot of sense so should stop this shit now
okay shit i should not talk like that
its like 11 plus then im stoning online cause i dont want to look at the homeworks i have to do or study for the test i have to study for
IFEELLIKEALONELYREJECTEDPATHETICSHITZ
i want to be talked to

i dont like to be alive anymore
i dont want to be alive anymore
why something nice cannot happen

I FEEL LIKE A LONELY SHITZ
okay i know its damn rudeselfishinsensitivehorriblewrong to say that
BUT I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO
sorry bye
i hate everything about myself

i am going to die soon and i dont wan to go to school or think about math/physics/geography anymore
but i am scared to end my life cause its an irreversible change and i know it will be very painful
but acherly is better than living like a worthless shitz
my life is like a parabola its not constant
i really hate my life, why the heck is it like that

im like some shit lah, everything fail lah
study also can fail one.
cause maybe never study enuff or what
shit lah why even choose geog and physics in the first place
i cannot understand a single shit in class cannot understand math geog physics
cannot do cannot do cannot do
now fail like shit. its not evern normal fail, its really really fail kay
shit how.
shitshitshit
whattheshitishappening
kayshit i will gostudygostudygostudy

iamgonnadiesoon, feel like some lifeless shit.

everything is very wrong you knows.

i hate my life, i want to be reborned
i want to redo
kay thanks
andrea
grace
yinsiang
!
haha thanks, for being so nice and everything!
♥
i will stop sleeping in class kay and stop being um so shitty etc.
kay thanks, i think i shall go reborned myself now, shall go read a few nusery rhymes or something lah
but first maybe can go eat some random food

i got nothing to do, actually got a lot of things to do, just that i dunno how to do, so cannot do.

kay shit im freaking mad haha
just now went blog hopping then i read that mr leow's birthday is december 07! but the blog was damn random one, is he last time teach the class the students the blog lah haha then she was like, i wonder how is mr leow shit i also dunno lah, lol like everyone knows everyone haha.
haha so nice right! now mr leow my physics teacher eh, haha.
kay sorry this is freaking random. but like! people born in december is damn smart one lor, and they is damn good at physics one! shit lah i wished i was borned in december

kay so. today i was on a bus lah, then i saw this two peoples, doing a very argly thing. >:
got one girl one boy sitting on the seat, then opposite them got another seat.
then the girl sleep on the boy shoulder, and HANG her LEGS on the seat in front, like she got no where else to put liddat. and the guy still let her put
so bad right, make the seat dirty. >:
so irritating
i take picture send to stomp then you know

shitty school.
every week got dunno how many test, yucks.
haha buddhen TGIF thank god its friday (thank god im female) kay lol.
kay lah, good right, i like fridays,
is very nice.

i think.

kay so like, here's a post, dedicate to my dearest de cousin, the 84th post ♥
i love my dearest cousin kay ♥
sorry lah, i know i sumtym vv bad, dont angry kays :)
thanks for putting up with my nonsense ♥
thankyou ♥
love you lah.

speaking louder than ignorance, because we talk in silence.

why is it such a torture to be alive
i think dying better
like live without a phone
how can live like that.

cannot right.
need phone right.
so die better,
is the practical choice.
go and die now.

I now very freaking sad okay.
i need to see the future.
i need it to be nice.
okay.
please.
lets pray that the future will be nice.
please.
thankyou.

♥

i think its damn weird that last year chinese new year was in january
then this year its in february
then next year it will be in march?
then maybe we celebrate christmas and new year together one year?
IS IT.
i think i cannot think.
okay just ignore.
dont read lah.

i feel freaking sad cause im so freaking happy.
dammit.

i scared the nice ness will stop
and everything will end
and start to suck again

i love my cousins too, they are very nice me, like very nice. ♥
kayy, so thankyou to all the peoples who make my life like nice this days.

thankyou alot, please continue to be like that ♥

please, sorry, thankyou.
i think i like chinese new year this year.
cause got a lot nice people

MUST CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THAT.
OKAY?


♥

i love sharlenegoh.
thankyou.

this world is filled with hurt,
where happiness does not work


okay, i got nothing to say.

my mother was born to make my bloody life miserable.

haha, im gonna stone online.
cause i got nowhere to go, no one to tork toohs.
haha.
D-E-V-A-S-T-A-T-E-D.

I HATE MY LIFE, REALLY REALLY, I WISH I WERE DEAD.
THEN I DONT HAVE TO BE ALIVE AND DO THIS SHITS.
AND SEE THIS SHITS.
AND PRAY FOR STUFFS THAT NEVER EVER EVER HAPPEN.
SHIT.

iie wiish, mai fone wiehl cum beck,
LYKE RYTE NAO.

ohoh! yay friday ish MEGANS BURFDAEEEE! yayiloveyoumegan ♥

im freaking sad, cause i have no one to talk to, cause i have NO PHONE.
IIE WHARNT MAI LYFE BECK.
lyke, four eggxample, shumwan tooh tork tooh wood bee naise.
WHAI M IIE DEPRIVED OF THESE SIMPLE PLEASURES.

ohmygoddesses, iie wysh shumthink naise wiehl happhen orn 14february ♥

i don lyke tooh go tooh skul.
eet shucks.
iie heyate meth.
nao iie carenort sphell prolly.
bai bai.
iie heyate mai lyfe, eet shucks sho badddd.

try to live without a phone for 19 days in singapore, haha.

i realise, i have been a very very horrible person, so yes.
i will improve on it kay.
hopefully my life will unscrew yeah,
kay im so sorry to the peoples i have done wrongs to.
im so very sorry, really.
i will repent, properly.
try,
try,
try.

♥

life. less.

now i dont have a life.
cause my mother. yah mother. took it away.
nevermind.
i can live without a life.
TOOK MY LIFE AWAY.
YAH.
JUST LIKE EVERYBODY DID.
14 FEB.
alonesxzcxscz.
14februarygonnaspendthatdayalone.
hate februarys.
kay.
okay.
ohkay.
okeh.
ok.
i swear the day i die is the happiest day of my life, haha.

kay baibai, ily ♥

darrence; ♥

LIM HUI MIN


this is for her ♥

I WONDER IF SHE HAS A BLOG HAHAHA.
"you lift me from the depths of despair to the heights of giddy ecstasy."
she so cute lahhh, look like elmo.
somemore gimme bubbletea know. bubblebubblebubble.
i think because i drink her bubbletea then got her saliva dna so im so damn obsessed with her
kay bye i needa go dream/obsess/fantasize/hallucinate bout LIM HUI MIN. ♥

yay i love her ♥
I LOVE LIMHUIMIN! :D

omg yay.
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove.
ishallstalkhereverdaywvweywhereshegoescauseimsofreakingobsessedwithheryay.

okay hi hi hi.
i am cut off from the world, cannot connect. disconnect.
why is this so.
i cannot talk to anybody yeah.
yeah haha like the most pathetic human being on earth lahhh.
yeah okay.
i feel deaded and dieded and non existent.
kay LOL.

i miss you so so so muchhh.
yeah you.
you.
you.
you.

kay bye. byebyebye.
ily.

I HATE. THE PEOPLE WHO CREATED ME FOR THEIR OWN SELFISH DESIRES. THE MOTHER AND THE FATHER. THEY TREAT ME LIKE. SHIT.
I HATE THEM. SADISTIC FREAKS LIKE THEM, WHY DO THEY EXIST.
DAMMIT.
NOW I CANNOT EVEN USE THE COMPUTER, AND THE REASON IS. this is my computer i paid for it. not yours. so you cannot use. yeah haha just like the phone.
how about, your life is mine. therefore youre not allowed to live it?
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE YOUR LIFE BECAUSE I CREATED YOU.
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK.
dhis suxcszxc.
haha i do not have a life yay.
damn fucking unreasonble.
death feels me with such joy and desire, and i would not mind dying a thousand times a day.
dammit, what is wrong with them. or is it i wrong or what.
kay i wrong kay. what you wanna me to do.