miracles do not happen
i swear it
they do not happen at all
im just alive out of habit.
its a really really bad habit.
shall i be ego and talk about myself.
okay i shall.
right now.
i am freaking alone.
and someone just came to talk to me online.
i was so happy i could die.
yeah, then when youre happy, you will be sad that youre happy isnt it.
cause sadness lasts forever.
and i want somebody now now now
i want so badly
very badly
because i miss the person a lot a lot a lot
i dream about the person
fantasize, obesess, hallucinate
and i cannot like live without the person
what the heck is that,
yeah okay
i finish,
thankyou for reading
and i love everybody
i think its called love
if such a thing exists
okay thankyou
if youre depressed and you know it slash your wrists
do it now
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
anyway.
i suck.
i am APONH
A Person Of No Hope
my mother confiscated my phone
i hate my life
it sucks very very much
the people i live with
live on my sadness and sorrow
it makes them happy
cause i am so damn sad
sadistic
my life sucks
what should i do
why is it this
i shall talk to my shoes now
converse with my converse
my fake converse
everyone should try it
cause its so damn fun
i am not even allowed to use the com
to use the house telephone
i am not allowed to have any contact with the outside world after school
this is the best thing that could happen to anyone
oh haha i rather go and eat mud patties
bye
bye
bye
my life is a sack of shit
i suck.
i am APONH
A Person Of No Hope
my mother confiscated my phone
i hate my life
it sucks very very much
the people i live with
live on my sadness and sorrow
it makes them happy
cause i am so damn sad
sadistic
my life sucks
what should i do
why is it this
i shall talk to my shoes now
converse with my converse
my fake converse
everyone should try it
cause its so damn fun
i am not even allowed to use the com
to use the house telephone
i am not allowed to have any contact with the outside world after school
this is the best thing that could happen to anyone
oh haha i rather go and eat mud patties
bye
bye
bye
my life is a sack of shit
ARE YOU HAPPY BECAUSE YOURE SAD.
ARE YOU SAD BECAUSE YOURE HAPPY.
ARE YOU SAD CAUSE YOURE SAD.
ITS SAD TO BE SAD.
IS HAPPY A SIN.
WE CANNOT HAPPY.
CAUSE ITS WRONG.
CAUSE BEING HAPPY IS A SAD THING.
CAUSE IT DOES NOT LAST.
BUT SADNESS
ITS FOREVER
LETS ALL BE SAD
I AM SADDING ALL OVER THE PLACE.
its terrible.
cause yeah.
bye.
freaking sad.
okay fine i will shut up.
ARE YOU SAD BECAUSE YOURE HAPPY.
ARE YOU SAD CAUSE YOURE SAD.
ITS SAD TO BE SAD.
IS HAPPY A SIN.
WE CANNOT HAPPY.
CAUSE ITS WRONG.
CAUSE BEING HAPPY IS A SAD THING.
CAUSE IT DOES NOT LAST.
BUT SADNESS
ITS FOREVER
LETS ALL BE SAD
I AM SADDING ALL OVER THE PLACE.
its terrible.
cause yeah.
bye.
freaking sad.
okay fine i will shut up.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
this is a nice song that i found in a cd.
it is very very nice.
and very very sad.
I'll See You Again
Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most
You’re gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can’t say this to your face
But I know you hear
I’ll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I’ll see you again
When I’m lost, when I’m missing you like crazy
I tell myself I’m so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life
When I had the time to tell you
Never thought I’d live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I’ll see you again
I will see you again
I’ll see you again
I miss you like crazy
You’re gone but not forgotten
I’ll never forget you
Someday I’ll see you again
I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you, yeah
Gone but not forgotten
I feel you by my side
No this is not goodbye
it is very very nice.
and very very sad.
I'll See You Again
Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most
You’re gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can’t say this to your face
But I know you hear
I’ll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I’ll see you again
When I’m lost, when I’m missing you like crazy
I tell myself I’m so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life
When I had the time to tell you
Never thought I’d live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I’ll see you again
I will see you again
I’ll see you again
I miss you like crazy
You’re gone but not forgotten
I’ll never forget you
Someday I’ll see you again
I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you, yeah
Gone but not forgotten
I feel you by my side
No this is not goodbye
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
YESTERDAY. was the HAPPIEST day of my 14 years and 18 days of miserability. I realise i have such an AWESOME and LOVING and NICE and FANTASTIC class. 3WISDOMMMM 2010. :) heehee.
THEY SANG ME A BIRTHDAY SONG <3
oh my godness, i love them so so so much,
and those ppl who smsed me, so nice.
thanks so very much <3
In caregroup they surprised me with a birthday cake, it was really really really nice, this is seriously seriously, the best birthday i have ever had okayyy.
i dont know what to sayy, those nice nice people, who have made yesterday, the happiest day of my entire life.
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH <3
THEY SANG ME A BIRTHDAY SONG <3
oh my godness, i love them so so so much,
and those ppl who smsed me, so nice.
thanks so very much <3
In caregroup they surprised me with a birthday cake, it was really really really nice, this is seriously seriously, the best birthday i have ever had okayyy.
i dont know what to sayy, those nice nice people, who have made yesterday, the happiest day of my entire life.
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH <3
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Grace Ooi.
the crazy person!
HAHAHA. I LOVE HER!
to the earth's mantle/core/crust!
okay.
i do not like being alive anymore.
it is no longer fun,
no longer happy happy,
it is difficult,
and each day
seems like.
a century.
as the days go by.
what have i done,
as i live in fear and self-delusion.
how did i get here.
what have i done?
what the heck is wrong with me
the source of my happiness is gone.
it will never return
was given the whole world.
just to take it all away.
the crazy person!
HAHAHA. I LOVE HER!
to the earth's mantle/core/crust!
okay.
i do not like being alive anymore.
it is no longer fun,
no longer happy happy,
it is difficult,
and each day
seems like.
a century.
as the days go by.
what have i done,
as i live in fear and self-delusion.
how did i get here.
what have i done?
what the heck is wrong with me
the source of my happiness is gone.
it will never return
was given the whole world.
just to take it all away.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Thanks Sharlene! <3
LOVE YOU LOTS THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT NICE FANTASTIC TOLERANT FUNNY FRIENDLY CARING KIND SWEET FRIEND :D
had school today. there is a lot of homework which i dont understand. Grace and Megan says my brain is full of shit and crap thats why i cannot understand anything.
and i will fail physics geog math
yes that is correct.
so i shall stop trying to understand.
i miss the past.
the past is nice.
everyday just think about the past.
kind of living on false hopes.
the future is bleak.
today had cme lesson,
teacher was hahahaha super nice and funny
he was like last time girls wear bloomers
now they wear cooling clothes.
LOL very funny right? thats right.
i heard for Lasik eye surgery the patient will be awake throughout and the doctor will scoop out the eyeballs.
what the heck. is it true.
i am mad and insane.
i think i should stop going to school.
okay i shall end.
cause i am at a loss for words.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. (lated)
Be a better human
Get a life
Study hard
Believe more in God
Not be irritating
Not be annoying
Not be rude
Not be demanding
Not suck so much
Not complain so much
Be contented with what I have
Donate money to poor people if i have alot of money
Dont sleep in class
Dont eat too much food unless necessary
Dont waste money
Pass math geog physics
Thank you for reading.
Bye.
sorry i miss you
LOVE YOU LOTS THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT NICE FANTASTIC TOLERANT FUNNY FRIENDLY CARING KIND SWEET FRIEND :D
had school today. there is a lot of homework which i dont understand. Grace and Megan says my brain is full of shit and crap thats why i cannot understand anything.
and i will fail physics geog math
yes that is correct.
so i shall stop trying to understand.
i miss the past.
the past is nice.
everyday just think about the past.
kind of living on false hopes.
the future is bleak.
today had cme lesson,
teacher was hahahaha super nice and funny
he was like last time girls wear bloomers
now they wear cooling clothes.
LOL very funny right? thats right.
i heard for Lasik eye surgery the patient will be awake throughout and the doctor will scoop out the eyeballs.
what the heck. is it true.
i am mad and insane.
i think i should stop going to school.
okay i shall end.
cause i am at a loss for words.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. (lated)
Be a better human
Get a life
Study hard
Believe more in God
Not be irritating
Not be annoying
Not be rude
Not be demanding
Not suck so much
Not complain so much
Be contented with what I have
Donate money to poor people if i have alot of money
Dont sleep in class
Dont eat too much food unless necessary
Dont waste money
Pass math geog physics
Thank you for reading.
Bye.
sorry i miss you
Saturday, January 9, 2010
oh kay. we got so much homework.
i dont like.
so much.
i am going to fail.
bye.
today. the teacher say. be prostitute in geylang need license.
LOL. thats crazy.
okay. cannot insult dem.
i really got a lot of homework.
going to fail physics.
why did i choose it in the first place.
and the stupid stupid pure geog.
disgusting.
failing again.
oh crap it.
i need to go and do my homework.
zaijian.
i dont like.
so much.
i am going to fail.
bye.
today. the teacher say. be prostitute in geylang need license.
LOL. thats crazy.
okay. cannot insult dem.
i really got a lot of homework.
going to fail physics.
why did i choose it in the first place.
and the stupid stupid pure geog.
disgusting.
failing again.
oh crap it.
i need to go and do my homework.
zaijian.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
DO NOT READ THIS BLOG CAUSE IT SUCKS
okay today is the sixth day of the 2010.
i cannot understand what i am supposed to understand.
i suck cause im retarded im retarded cause i suck
really dont like to be in girls school
big big mistake
really shoulden have chosen physics
BIGGER mistake
i am really gonna fail horribly
just like math
and geog.
everything will be failed okayyy
NOW DO NOT READ ANYMORE
thankyou
AMEN.
okay today is the sixth day of the 2010.
i cannot understand what i am supposed to understand.
i suck cause im retarded im retarded cause i suck
really dont like to be in girls school
big big mistake
really shoulden have chosen physics
BIGGER mistake
i am really gonna fail horribly
just like math
and geog.
everything will be failed okayyy
NOW DO NOT READ ANYMORE
thankyou
AMEN.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happysxzc Burfdaysxczsc! :D
the y key on the laptop is spoiled. so i cannot type y properly
Happy Birthday Darrenceeeeeeeeeeeeee
Happy Birthday Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaam
我很想很想很想你
Hahaha so lucky. birthday on 010110
May all your wishes come true ^^
thanks for being there when i needed help (:
I
LOVE
YOU
!
Happy Birthday Darrenceeeeeeeeeeeeee
Happy Birthday Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaam
我很想很想很想你
Hahaha so lucky. birthday on 010110
May all your wishes come true ^^
thanks for being there when i needed help (:
I
LOVE
YOU
!
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