I hate myself and want to die

happy birthday yoon jung

today we go to bunoa vista to buy decorative shit then to yew tee point to make yoon jung's bday card/book. then we called her but no answer so we wait one hour or more then still no answer so kimberly go home and me and meixin wait. then raining then we go her condo and talk to the security guard but we dk her unit number so we cant do anything and the security guard said 'unless you know her car number?' lol. so we went back yew tee point and decided to eat at the kopitiam and finally yoon jung calls back and we reunite and she opens the heavy-duty card ( quotes meixin ) and she is touched and happy and we are happy that she is happy.
then we go causeway point and tried to watch a movie but failed coz i said no. coz i got no money. coz i love to spend money. when i sad/angry which is practically everyday i will spend loads of money. so no money. ok. then we sit around and decided to take photos to commemorate this special day, 31.12.12 but they 2 shy to take pics in public where everyone can see but i got no sense of self-conciousness ( according to them ) so i dont care where i am and just take pics. ok so we went to the service lifts area and use my phone self - timer and took photos.
but there was no kimberly coz she went to countdown wif her fam
ok so i narrated the whole story. coz is a new year and i maybe should try to make proper blog entries instead of shit like last time
so i post here to reflect or pen down some memories. but i will be too disgusted wif myself to read the rubbish i type in this blog since 2008. maybe next time i ask people read for me la hor
. happy birthday yoon. we love you. then kimberly go spam the card with lots of stickers.

yay. so a great person was born on this day. yay yay yay.