Let's play happy fuckmilies (:

Why cant they die if they keep complaining about how much theyre suffering? Why not fucking die if you hate being alive so much? Youre making the lives around you miserable too. Such fuckers. Seriously I would be happy if theyre all dead so no one would treat me like scum anymore. I mean like imagine your own family (fuckmily) treating you like shit. Compared to some one of no blood relation to you treating you like shit. Isnt it more tolerable for the one without blood relations to treat you like shit than the so called family. Tell me. Such egoistic disgusting animals with their holier-than-thou attitudes. Just die seriously. You'll be doing yourself, me, singapore and the world a great fucking favour. Perhaps you could donate your organs as a way of atoning for your sins. But no body would accept your bad organs coz they are as rotten as your personality. Why the fuck are you so scared of her? Washing her clothes buying her food making her dinner. Why dont you clean her ass for her after she shits? Oh wait you already do. Just because she gives you money? Yeah money faced fucker. All the more you should die. I will buy lots of paper money for you. Extremely affordable. Then you can live the life you wanted so much. Money filled life. She can do whatever she wants coz shes 'old enough' thirty eight years old is old enough is it? Even can go and smoke and pollute the body you nurtured. Is it? And you say shes matured and is responsible for her own life. Isnt dependent on you anymore. Its the other way round so she can do whatever she wants with her life is it? So im also responsible for my life coz I use my own pocket money to pay for fucking tuition. Or what? Coz I can go work as a whore? Or am I already one the way you see it. Bitch. You caused all this. You screwed up life after life. Giving life does not mean you have the right to screw it up. You dont even care all you care is EH I GOT ENOUGH MONEY TO SPEND ANOT AH. Fuck off. With fuckmily like that, what are enemies?

the people who have borne me into this fucking world do not love me.
THEY ARE HERE TO FUCKING MAKE MY FUCKING LIFE FUCKING MISERABLE HAHAHA. HOW COME I HAVENT DIE YET. SHOULD DIE. AND I DONT WANT TO SEE THEIR FUCKFACES AFTER I DIE. I NEED TO STUDY RIGHT. THEN YOU TAKE OVER MY BED TAKE OVER MY ROOM HOW I STUDY YOUR FUCKING BODY ODOUR IS SUFFOUCATING YOUR FUCKFACES ARE DISTRACTING THE EXPRESSIONS ON YOUR GLOATING FACES AS YOU GLOAT OVER MY MISERY. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU WILL IT KILL YOU TO SLEEP ON ANOTHER BED. SERIOUSLY THAT BED IS 200 METRES CANT YOU SLEEP THERE. WALAO WHY MUST YOU SLEEP ON MY BED. I HOPE YOUR SKIN ROTS AND YOU HAVE NO SKIN. I AM GOING TO POUR CONCENTRATED HYDROCHLORIC ACID ON THE BED. GOOD LUCK

we must have faith! lets all have faith! life is good! yay.

fuck

i have no mother, her contact in my phone is The Fucker. small comfort. to comfort me that i have an inhuman mammal for a mother. so sad.

Fuck god. Fuck my life.

i very sad

i very sad.
bye bye.
i hate everything.
i hate everyone.

'Religion is bullshit'

when it comes to bullshit, big time majorly bullshit. you have to stand in awe, IN AWE in the all time champion of false promises and exaggerated claims- religion. religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. religion has convinced people that there is an invisible man. an invisible man living in the sky who watches everything you do you every minute and every day. an invisible man who has a special list of ten things. ten things one should not do and if you do any of these things he has a place full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and angusih where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever.
but he loves you.
George Carlin May 12 1937 - June 22 2008
Thank you George Carlin, your insight was of huge importance for the human race, you will be greatly missed by many.
You are forever in our thoughts.

hello. my blog very ugly is it? like me. no but if the blogskin nice nice the angmoh not pro also nevermind one lor please. no one cares. everyone wantsto read blog with nice skin. whatever. i also got ugly skin then dont talk to me la please. anyway i think i very stupid lah. not think. i KNOW. why must go facebook. stupid facebook is freaking poisonous coz i have discovered some horrifying truths cannot sleep/study anymore thank you very much. and i will refrain from using the f word. yay! coz everyone is using it and in order to stand out i will invent my oen f word. the word shall be. chamda. k i dont know where that came from. anyway its a combination of the names of two people i dont like. they very mean okay one borrow my money dont want return yet stays in a castle and has a limousine to ferry her to the school and the other think she very chio and is very rude to me because i am not chio. i am very angry now whatever. i can wallow in my self pity and console myself. stupid internet. if the internet was a book how long would you take to read it!57 000 years 24 hours not sleeping. yes. due to retarded people who cannot stop talking about themselves. like me. yay. this is myspace. i write whatever i like. yay. its all about me! so angry now.
but still. aiya. stupid facebook. i so jealous people add people dont want add me leh. why ah. just add me leh. i very lonely siahx. add people coz their profile pic very nice rightz? coz their profile very glam right? dont know what blah blah university what blah blah school so smart one. then the face so chio one. i also want go make. so important the face, no one cares about whats inside. what is this man. yah lah. like some replacement like that you know? i also cannot so self fish want you to stay with me forever and ever. want you to be nice to be only. cannot right. you must disperse the seed of kindness to everyone and everyone will be kind to you back. but i dont want like that leh. can special anot? make people feel so privileged so special for what. very free meh. okay lah whatever.
i must be very sad so no one can make me sad anymore.
hahaha.