today is a sad day. i cannot converse properly with people. yeah they are turned off once they hear me speak. or type. communicate with them.
i am extremely mad. now nobody wants to converse with me. i am scared to reply messages because i wont get a reply back i am scared to sms because people wont reply me then i feel like a fool.
i screwed my life up.
yeah i am very disgusting. dont like me either. never did.

where is the love.
where is the home.
where is the reason to live.