i have gone mad. i'm fucked. i say wrong things again. do wrong things again. my mother is ignoring my existence again. fine its good like so i can use the computer for as long as i want hahahaha. until she starts kicking chairs and throwing stuff that make alot of noise to show her anger coz she cannot speak.
what the heck everything is screwed now like i cannot talk normal or act normal how to go to school like that. when my mind and hart and books and papers is filled with shit.
i am a dumbfuck. why i cannot control from talking rubbish.