FML.
I SHOULD GO AND DYE MY HAIR PINK SO THAT. WHEREVER I GO PEOPLE WILL REMEMBER MY NAME.

everything sucks okay. like me. so disgusting. fuck
i have failure written all over me
i am just sick of struggling. immune to failure. finally. nothing at all.
isnt that terrible.
my life is screwed up forever and ever and i cant stop it.
everyday. as i go into the math tuition. i just want to die.
cause as i sit down there i feel like a space filler, wastage of resources.
then i just get every blardy question wrong.
like why right.
coz i have a learning disorder called dyslexia so can i be excused.
i hate to be stupid can.
then its like i did not pay attention oks.
although i did.
it is a very torture to like be alive.
coz everything needs to be thinked. think. think. think. then pretend.
shit.
you just cannot be yourself coz people is just going to think you is very weird and not friend you.
and i cannot go bathe and sleep coz there is going to be a ghost following me cause i have been a lying jealous piece of shit.
i am a terrible person and it is not like i asked to be alive
i shall just be lone at home and do my own stuff and ignore the stuff that is happening but cannot right.
i cannot do finish my homework.
i cannot pass any of my exam.
i just suck.
then you are just supposed to get over shit and live with it and accept it
like you have no right to even feel angry coz youre supposed to get over it and live with it and accept it coz youre not fucking crippled or your parents are not dead. IF NOT YOU CAN DO WHATEVER SHIT YOU WANT.
365 days a year. 364 shit days.
i hate to do homework. however hard i try i cannot do it correctly.
i have no life it is gone for ever.
i am really and thoroughly crazy.
it sucks. really sucks.