i have been talking to myself alot because i am like the only person who wants to talk to me
apparently right i feel like shit everyday and like i cannot say why i feel like shit right, cause right people is going to like judge and think things
then how right i also dont know cause i suck.
but still right. i wish that somebody right can like ask why are you sad, and stuff like that. cause right it is like nice to know that people actually care. okay yes it is like very selfish and self centered to like think like that. but the thing is right. i am fucking sad and i want to drop dead this instant because i do not mean anything to the person i want to mean like alot to and then people dont talk to me anymore because i cant talk normally and they just talk to me when they like absolutely have to. like cause we are in a group or something. and like i hate that i have to talk to you why dont you just drop dead.

and even you have stopped talking to me
like those long conversations which are never going to happen again