i need to type alot of f words because i feel like fuck now really. everything is fuck. fuck everything really. like what the fuck is wrong with my life. it is fucking terrible i must fucking say. i must insert fuck everywhere i can because i can. anyway i need to use a lot of f words because now got nobody care me and i need to talk to myself and using f words can make that process more bearable ):
and today is the saddest day in the 21st century okay. i need to see a fucking therapist and have anger management and emotion management and alot of managements ): it is so terrible to be me ): i need to shut up this minute and stop using fuck. okay i will stop okay. but i am very very very sad now. i am very sad but it is all my fault because i have brought all this shit upon myself ): and so i am really really pathetic now. i have officially turned into a sack of shit and it is an irreversible change ): oh how more sucky can this get ): i am very angry how. i need to go and tear alot of things up and say many strings of f words. i have become a monster ): terrible.
why is my life likethis ):
i have become a pathetic lone freaky fiend who has lost all its friends ):
yeah so.
so right.
i have a disgusting life. i need to go to the saddest place in the world and die there sadly. thats so sad.
and then. what will become of me. my life is bleak without any prospects.. i dont care if i die or what lah okay. living like shit is shitty. then what am i sticking around for. i must run away. i cannot live in a world with math and trigonometry and heat capacities and napfa and pe quizzes and hate and lies and hurt and pain. cannot cannot. okay bye. i need to do something with my life really. i dont know. fuck