i am damn pathetic. no phone and soon no internet. like now i got nobody to talk to and can only talk to this blog thingy and now it is going to be taken away from me too.
i am soon to be lefted with nothing.
is it too greedy to ask for so much?
maybe right.
i also dont know lah.
ok then today i saw mrs toh at compass point library! omg so cool right. i went and said hi. coz she is v friendly and nice. then she look v happy to see me also. dont know if she got remember me anot leh. but i always sleep in her class so should be able to remember right. yeah.
then i dont know why but my ear keeps bleeding. like blood. it bleeds blood. the inside. the eardrums. i am going to be deaf.
ok then. my mother come home with a lot of instant noodles. mad. it means that i am expected to eat instant noodles for BLD. see. i am going to die very very soon.
it shall be classified under natural death.
and all my hair will fall out and i will die a hairless deaf friendless fiend.
and i must do geog and ss graded now. i dont know how to do.
why must we write a stupid essay about irrigation techniques and cloud seeding.
i cannot.
i will fail.
i should not be affected by failures anymore coz of the many failures already right.
but i dont want fail. i just want to pass. only. just pass. but i still cannot.
my brain also got problems. ):

ok then right. ):
my cousin just moved out leh ):
is damn sad ok. i feel very sad about it. i mean it ok. i am not saying this to make myself feel better by like expressing my sadness about my cousins departure or show that i am humane coz i feel sad about her departure yeah ok now i must blog about her because i miss her alot.
really ok. even though i think we very bad to each other alot of times.
but still right. she very nice sometimes, like she will go cut hair with me and run with me. now no more running partner no more running together and we will all get fat ): and the times we share clothes. and stalk people together. and watch tv together. and buy clothes together. and talk together. and eat together. no more togetherness already. now that shes gone ): last time when she was here i wish she will quickly get out and now i wishing she will come back or something.
ok yeah. thankyou my cousin for being my cousin.
and all the best for your o levels i love you <3

i wish i could say more.