We are trying so hard to pass the freaking exams. see some people study the book for one hour and they know the whole book. i study the same book for three hours and i know fifty percent. i just want to get decent marks get into a decent school get a decent job and enjoy my life. is that too much to ask?
the school system does not care about us at all.
i am going to die next year. should i plan my death. i want it to be nice and dramatic.
bye.

where did all that love go?
why cant i? like however hard i try i just cannot.
did i screw my life up or got other people contribute to the screwing.
no lah its a vicious cycle. i can never break out of it.
doesnt anyone love me?