And I hate it when people are nice. Like its only on the surface. Keep smiling. For what. I know you dont like me. Why bother pretending? Then I have to fake it too. Whassa point. Then ill feel guilty if I dont like you cause youre so nice to me. But I know you have to be nice to me. You have to like me. Is it? Because you are christian. You are a disciple of god. If you dont like me then how? And I dont like you then how? So we try. And try and try. But we know there will always be a part of us that can never fully accept each other. That sucks.