been avery weird lately as always. oh yeah just that its weirded now kay\
kay so i had this dream two nights in a row. in nanjing.
someone tried to kill me.
like first i was in the mrt with my friend then she left then i went to a roadside. and theres this man. then he stalked me. so i knew lah then i went to ntuc to buy a knife to kill him. then. i told the cashier theres a man trying to kill me then she didnt believe me cause her badge says shes only 14 years old. kay then i cannot remember anymore. then the next night. i dreamt of this teacher whos the form teacher of the classs we are attached to in nanjing. yeah he is this evil mastermind who has an office under the sea. and he is plotting to kill us lah. and he wont let us into any of the classes and he wont give us toilets to use and so we went to hide under the sea only to discover that he works there. but he couldnt see us. then i told the others but no one believes me again. and dream ends here.
yeah so another dream i had last night. i was in nanjing again. the carrefour place because i wanted to buy more pocky and jay chou milk tea. yeah. then i couldnt find the shelves so didnt buy much? then i risked my life crossing the road back to the hotel. then i dreamt that everyone at the trip had husbands, and we were eating dinner in the pool. then got one girl her chicken rice got flooded by the pool water. yuck. what the shit is wrong with my dreams. i think like its because i havent got my period for like 3 months. urghhhhh.
so how
and theres still the nenjing project to do lah. shit.
and what has i been doing.
and i feel very weirded. like i am not in my own skin.
or like i am not in my own world. why cant the world like faster finish?
then everybody will die equally.
then math will be pointless :)
and now its like my thoughts dont belong to me.
because why?
i think i think wrong.
okay bye maybe i will can type properly later.
and think correctly.
how am i going to do that.
i am going to read many peoples writings.
yeah theres this blog which has 'whip-smart dialougues and keen observations on mordern life' and it shines a hilarious and heartbreaking light over what i am feeling now.
soul-lifting, yes?
thats why it is stalk-worthy
now i will devote and dedicate my life into stalking this particular blog and its owner.
urrgh kay sorry im weird