my life is weird like me and i cannot do anything about it how.
i have been stupid and did stupid things how.
i say stupid things how.
how how how.
its irreversible and i should just die what am i doing here.

i shall fail physics math and chem.
i have already done so many times so it shouldnt be a surprise.

everyones is asleep thus i have no one to talk to. i need to study but i dont know where to start, how. where is people. i dont want to go to school anymore.

shall go sleep now. alone. alone. alone with no one to hold. or talk. or think. or see. or hear.