i want to put someone in my wardrobe and keep him there forever and take then take him out anytime and have him say to me i love you claudear. i really bloody love you. and looks at me like i am bloody beautiful and talks to me for hours and hours. yes i want that. that is the only thing i want. the only thing i want is that.
yeah why cant we want what we want. did we even want to live in the first place. it is not our fault that our parents had to bring us to life what. i do not want to be brought to life okay, it is very disgusting. i have no money now okay i just lost 50 dollars. how am i going to survive like this. yeah so. look at this.
look look look. how many more pathetic can this get.
okay bye. i should just murder myself.