i have a fucker for a mother. i have a fucker mother.
the first thing she says when i come home is 'pig you are an oily fat pig useless doing nothing only know how to eat. seriously what the shit? what a high level of intelligence and extensive vocabulary use. i hate her. and because i hate her i hate my grandmother to, because my grandmother has conceived evil, and this evil is taking control of my life. i just said stop calling me a pig shut up. go and die. and she's like i dont give you money anymore. ya ya whatever, i'll make it known to as many people as possible. the authorities hopefully. that you are denying my relationship with you. fuck you bitch. seriously why is my mother like that? FUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I FEEL THIS BURNING HATRED INSIDE AND I WANT TO SHRED HER AND EAT HER HEART AND PLUCK HER EYEBROWS ( SINCE SHE LIKES EYEBROW THREADING SO MUCH ) AND DEVOUR HER LIKE A CANNIBAL.
like. when people say they wont go overseas for their jobs if they have a choice because they will be homesick, i wanna be like them so much coz they have such a close family. that loves each other and support each other and not threatening and condemning and pushing the blame here and there like in this fuckmily that i have.keep using money to threaten me ya, i will very no face when i got no pocket money to eat in school. and i will be even more no face when i ask my aunt and cousins for money. so i will not ok? i will find other means dammit. this is all because of this shit upbringing you give me yeo swee leng. your name has an "unlucky" connotation to it. like sway. sway leng. just one letter difference. this is why you are unlucky. sucks to be you.
she doesnt even care that i am working this part time job while studying for fucking a levels and dealing with all this emotional trauma shit and the fucking teachers of pioneer junior college. ( yes one of them a Mr Lee i think who looks a lot like he's balding, and has a big fat pot belly from pigging out and alcohol bingeing. yes he marked us all lte at 7.44 am. when the school rules in the handbook clearly says. mark attendence between 7.45 and 7.48 am. so when he asked people 'why were you late today' i really wanted to say ' BECAUSE YOU MARKED ME LATE DUH. to put it in crude terms, because a fucked- up, balding male teachers who clearly achieves sadistic satisfaction from destroying students' lives marked me late. ) yes apart from all this shit i go through at pioneer fucking junior fucking college.i have to be insulted here. by a mother.
why did i turn out like that? thanks mum. thanks a million!!!
so like. many teenage girls are having underage sex. i can get something out of it. can make a living. would this yeo swee leng bitch give a shit about me? nope.
i hate my upbringing. no character development, or counselliing from friends/teachers/counsellors/psychiatrist can help me. obiquek me.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Friday, May 11, 2012
fuck mother's day
yeah seriously fuck mothers day. she has been nothing but a bitch for a very long time. like since i was secondary one. she is a bitch. coz i failed a few exams then she kept putting me down so i continued failing. happy? if not i can go other school and not be stuck in shitty pioneer. okay so my piano like damn out of tune so i went to call the tuner myself coz the bitch wont help me. ok fine i do myself. i even say i will pay myself coz she keep denying our mother- daughter relationship. everytime she scolds me.with this rude voice. seriously fucked up woman i hate her to the core. so she says i have to be present during the tuning. so i have to fucking fly like a mad woman from CCK TO HOUGANG. after school on friday. then i late. then i got scolded by my aunt. very good serves me right. then now. the tuner must come again to do second servicing. and they only can come on friday. so i have to rush like siao again for the second time. but neh mind i accept fate so i agreed. then today they called and said they CAN MAKE IT TOMORROW WHICH IS A SATURDAY. so i agreed coz weekends no school what. ok wait digress a bit. when one day i went for piano lesson the piano teacher keeps telling me 'girl go back and see your mum she loves you a lot' oh fuck seriously? what a joke. then i told her that the mum sucks she dun wan to give me money and denies our blood ties and i told her how the mum abused me. and gave me scars all over. so the piano teacher very nice and conducted the process of foreign intervention - she called the mum and told the mum i got no money. so obviously the mum must act nice if not i will continue to expose her crimes to the piano teacher and her loving caring maternal image she has so painstakingly painted for herself will be ruined! so she agreed to gimme money but that was after many sarcastic remarks in bad grammer and vocabulary like ' i am atm ah. you need money come find me then take money already you disappear. seriously? yup sure i can APPARATE. bitch. okay so she agreed do fufil her duties finally. good. THEN. today the piano tuning call again and say they can make it tomorrow at 10am. so i agreed. SO THAT I DUN NEED RUSH LIKE CRAZY. then at night i call the mum. coz she never give me money to upgrade my shit phone. or pay handphone bills for that matter. first i ask her what time to meet. she was like. where you want nex or parkway. so i said nex coz i love sengkang area there. then she say i will be at parkway. nex is at afternoon i dunno what time they close. okay so whats the point of giving me an option in the first place. fuck you. then she say she 7am need SET OFF. as if she going on some adventure. but its just to piano lesson for my sister. damn lame, want act cool sound stupid only can. then i said but the tuner coming at 10am. then she said. WHY YOU ANYHOW GO CHANGE THEY TOLD ME THEY WILL COME ON FRIDAY.!!! fuck she was the one who told me to be responsible and must be there when they come what. I GOT NO MONEY PAY THEM YOU THINK THEY WILL COME FOR FREE ONE IS IT. so i told her she can pay through internet. then she said HOW YOU KNOW CAN PAY THROUGH INTERNET. hahah joke right. then i reply coz you last time paid through internet what ( so why cant she do it now ) then she said. "ALL THIS MONEY THING YOU NEVER TELL ME ( fuck i'm telling her now as soon as i can right ) I WILL PRETEND NOT TO HEAR. then porm the phoneline went dead. CRAZY BITCH. i hate her now i have to be a beggar just because she gives me money. why cant it be the other way round . me plastering dollar notes on her face.
okay back to mother's day. some mothers are very nice. like my gugu here. she is very nice to everyone. she will cook dinner for me and wash my uniform and help me iron and will keep asking me if i eat already or not. and my popo. who buy handphone for me and cook nice food for me and joke with me and scold my mother when she becomes a beast ( which is every single fucking day ) another mother who is very nice is mdm lee. my sec 3 and sec 4 math teacher. she got 3 daughters but also like 40 daughters which is the whole 4 wisdom. and she always so friendly with us and encourage me to study math and teach me like one to one. after school and like want to buy food for me. i feel emotionally attached to her. i love mdm lee. so i must do her proud by doing well for math now. then i will call her like 2 years later with lokyan coz we two always fail math and pon remedials. then we will tell her we have become successful women thanks to her teaching and her love for us. coz lokyan will do very well at accounting and we will go back st nicks and be math teachers.
got so many mothers that are nice.why my mother like that. my blood mother. she is horrible. not gonna do anything for her. dont want to see her face. she always scold me and say i waste money but she can spend $105 to do eyebrow threading what the barfing fuck. and her reason is coz she need go work and the impression she gives ( in terms of fashion??!! ) will earn her brownie points with the bosses. what sick and twisted logic.
okay back to mother's day. some mothers are very nice. like my gugu here. she is very nice to everyone. she will cook dinner for me and wash my uniform and help me iron and will keep asking me if i eat already or not. and my popo. who buy handphone for me and cook nice food for me and joke with me and scold my mother when she becomes a beast ( which is every single fucking day ) another mother who is very nice is mdm lee. my sec 3 and sec 4 math teacher. she got 3 daughters but also like 40 daughters which is the whole 4 wisdom. and she always so friendly with us and encourage me to study math and teach me like one to one. after school and like want to buy food for me. i feel emotionally attached to her. i love mdm lee. so i must do her proud by doing well for math now. then i will call her like 2 years later with lokyan coz we two always fail math and pon remedials. then we will tell her we have become successful women thanks to her teaching and her love for us. coz lokyan will do very well at accounting and we will go back st nicks and be math teachers.
got so many mothers that are nice.why my mother like that. my blood mother. she is horrible. not gonna do anything for her. dont want to see her face. she always scold me and say i waste money but she can spend $105 to do eyebrow threading what the barfing fuck. and her reason is coz she need go work and the impression she gives ( in terms of fashion??!! ) will earn her brownie points with the bosses. what sick and twisted logic.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Seriously what's wrong with wastage of breast milk. eeyer why flame my idea until like that. you idea about wastage of oil very good meh. i have a plan that will benefit society the most! says you with a self-satisfied grin. you know the price of oil is increasing because people keep trading and marking up the prices? i have a plan that will save us all from the oil inflation! my plan is to go to the centre and tell the people to stop trading the oil! then electricity prices will go dowm fuel prices will go down, car prices will go down! what a brillante plan!."okay then who's your target group?" "the whole world la basically" says you again.what in the barfing fuck --
=.=
then you flame breastmilk. without breastmilk you wouldnt even be alive let alone be thinking about great plans like saving the world from inflation of oil
please do not think of me as a petty stubborn egoistic person because if you know me, i am generally a very smiley person, always compromisng my interests for others. it is only in extreme situations such as these that calls for extreme measures to be put in place.
i hate school. sucks shit. dont want to go to school tomorrow. oh The Great one, my deepest apologies in interfering with your divine plans. i am not very good at praying but could you please please please add a something to my life. cause this person to fall in love with me and all will be well we will support each other in times of need and help others in times of joy. we will share our joy with the disadvantaged. ( e.g we will donate to needy causes like funding of the breastmilk bank for smarter babies for Singapore when we get married ) and i will donate 10% or more of my salary to St Nicholas Girls School and Rivervale Primary School. So dear Lord above will you bring my beloved and me together? please please plist Lord. it was destiny that we met but why not destiny to lead us to a blissful union?
Make haste, therefore, sweet love, whilst it is prime;
For none can call again the passed time.
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then you flame breastmilk. without breastmilk you wouldnt even be alive let alone be thinking about great plans like saving the world from inflation of oil
please do not think of me as a petty stubborn egoistic person because if you know me, i am generally a very smiley person, always compromisng my interests for others. it is only in extreme situations such as these that calls for extreme measures to be put in place.
i hate school. sucks shit. dont want to go to school tomorrow. oh The Great one, my deepest apologies in interfering with your divine plans. i am not very good at praying but could you please please please add a something to my life. cause this person to fall in love with me and all will be well we will support each other in times of need and help others in times of joy. we will share our joy with the disadvantaged. ( e.g we will donate to needy causes like funding of the breastmilk bank for smarter babies for Singapore when we get married ) and i will donate 10% or more of my salary to St Nicholas Girls School and Rivervale Primary School. So dear Lord above will you bring my beloved and me together? please please plist Lord. it was destiny that we met but why not destiny to lead us to a blissful union?
Make haste, therefore, sweet love, whilst it is prime;
For none can call again the passed time.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Valentine's day poems
"While i wooed, playing Bach was a tatic,
Causing orgasms intergalatic.
But when Beethoven played,
I never got laid;
Ludwig's music was anti-climatic"
"Excitable mathematicians
fuck in only prime numbered positions.
For the factor while screwing,
Would so heighten their wooing
As to cause premature sperm emissions"
"Demosthenes mastered motion
Through the ancient Greek art of fellation,
As he tried to emote
With that cock down his throat
He improved his syllabification"
"Said Pinocchio's lover, midst sighs,
My puppet's technique takes the prize.
He gives me full measure
Through dishonest pleasure.
I sit on his face and he lies"
Causing orgasms intergalatic.
But when Beethoven played,
I never got laid;
Ludwig's music was anti-climatic"
"Excitable mathematicians
fuck in only prime numbered positions.
For the factor while screwing,
Would so heighten their wooing
As to cause premature sperm emissions"
"Demosthenes mastered motion
Through the ancient Greek art of fellation,
As he tried to emote
With that cock down his throat
He improved his syllabification"
"Said Pinocchio's lover, midst sighs,
My puppet's technique takes the prize.
He gives me full measure
Through dishonest pleasure.
I sit on his face and he lies"
Sunday, February 12, 2012
认命吧
accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate
is this fate? and how much more can i accept?
is this fate? and how much more can i accept?
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