fuck mother's day

yeah seriously fuck mothers day. she has been nothing but a bitch for a very long time. like since i was secondary one. she is a bitch. coz i failed a few exams then she kept putting me down so i continued failing. happy? if not i can go other school and not be stuck in shitty pioneer. okay so my piano like damn out of tune so i went to call the tuner myself coz the bitch wont help me. ok fine i do myself. i even say i will pay myself coz she keep denying our mother- daughter relationship. everytime she scolds me.with this rude voice. seriously fucked up woman i hate her to the core.  so she says i have to be present during the tuning. so i have to fucking fly like a mad woman from CCK TO HOUGANG. after school on friday. then i late. then i got scolded by my aunt. very good serves me right. then now. the tuner must come again to do second servicing. and they only can come on friday. so i have to rush like siao again for the second time. but neh mind i accept fate so i agreed. then today they called and said they CAN MAKE IT TOMORROW WHICH IS A SATURDAY. so i agreed coz weekends no school what. ok wait digress a bit. when one day i went for piano lesson the piano teacher keeps telling me 'girl go back and see your mum she loves you a lot' oh fuck seriously? what a joke. then i told her that the mum sucks she dun wan to give me money and denies our blood ties and i told her how the mum abused me. and gave me scars all over. so the piano teacher very nice and conducted the process of foreign intervention - she called the mum and told the mum i got no money. so obviously the mum must act nice if not i will continue to expose her crimes to the piano teacher and her loving caring maternal image she has so painstakingly painted for herself will be ruined! so she agreed to gimme money but that was after many sarcastic remarks in bad grammer and vocabulary like ' i am atm ah. you need money come find me then take money already you disappear. seriously? yup sure i can APPARATE. bitch. okay so she agreed do fufil her duties finally. good. THEN. today the piano tuning call again and say they can make it tomorrow at 10am. so i agreed. SO THAT I DUN NEED RUSH LIKE CRAZY. then at night i call the mum. coz she never give me money to upgrade my shit phone. or pay handphone bills for that matter. first i ask her what time to meet. she was like. where you want nex or parkway. so i said nex coz i love sengkang area there. then she say i will be at parkway. nex is at afternoon i dunno what time they close. okay so whats the point of giving me an option in the first place. fuck you. then she say she 7am need SET OFF. as if she going on some adventure. but its just to piano lesson for my sister. damn lame, want act cool sound stupid only can. then i said but the tuner coming at 10am. then she said. WHY YOU ANYHOW GO CHANGE THEY TOLD ME THEY WILL COME ON FRIDAY.!!! fuck she was the one who told me to be responsible and must be there when they come what. I GOT NO MONEY PAY THEM YOU THINK THEY WILL COME FOR FREE ONE IS IT. so i told her she can pay through internet. then she said HOW YOU KNOW CAN PAY THROUGH INTERNET. hahah joke right. then i reply coz you last time paid through internet what ( so why cant she do it now ) then she said. "ALL THIS MONEY THING YOU NEVER TELL ME ( fuck i'm telling her now as soon as i can right ) I WILL PRETEND NOT TO HEAR. then porm the phoneline went dead. CRAZY BITCH. i hate her now i have to be a beggar just because she gives me money. why cant it be the other way round . me plastering dollar notes on her face.
okay back to mother's day. some mothers are very nice. like my gugu here. she is very nice to everyone. she will cook dinner for me and wash my uniform and help me iron and will keep asking me if i eat already or not. and my popo. who buy handphone for me and cook nice food for me and joke with me and scold my mother when she becomes a beast ( which is every single fucking day ) another mother who is very nice is mdm lee. my sec 3 and sec 4 math teacher. she got 3 daughters but also like 40 daughters which is the whole 4 wisdom. and she always so friendly with us and encourage me to study math and teach me like one to one. after school and like want to buy food for me. i feel emotionally attached to her. i love mdm lee. so i must do her proud by doing well for math now. then i will call her like 2 years later with lokyan coz we two always fail math and pon remedials. then we will tell her we have become successful women thanks to her teaching and her love for us. coz lokyan will do very well at accounting and we will go back st nicks and be math teachers.
got so many mothers that are nice.why my mother like that. my blood mother. she is horrible. not gonna do anything for her. dont want to see her face. she always scold me and say i waste money but she can spend $105 to do eyebrow threading what the barfing fuck. and her reason is coz she need go work and the impression she gives ( in terms of fashion??!! ) will earn her brownie points with the bosses. what sick and twisted logic.