You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protection yourself from happiness.
-Jonathan Safran Foer
I think and think and think. I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.
-Jonathan Safran Foer
Monday, April 30, 2012
Seriously what's wrong with wastage of breast milk. eeyer why flame my idea until like that. you idea about wastage of oil very good meh. i have a plan that will benefit society the most! says you with a self-satisfied grin. you know the price of oil is increasing because people keep trading and marking up the prices? i have a plan that will save us all from the oil inflation! my plan is to go to the centre and tell the people to stop trading the oil! then electricity prices will go dowm fuel prices will go down, car prices will go down! what a brillante plan!."okay then who's your target group?" "the whole world la basically" says you again.what in the barfing fuck --
=.=
then you flame breastmilk. without breastmilk you wouldnt even be alive let alone be thinking about great plans like saving the world from inflation of oil
please do not think of me as a petty stubborn egoistic person because if you know me, i am generally a very smiley person, always compromisng my interests for others. it is only in extreme situations such as these that calls for extreme measures to be put in place.
i hate school. sucks shit. dont want to go to school tomorrow. oh The Great one, my deepest apologies in interfering with your divine plans. i am not very good at praying but could you please please please add a something to my life. cause this person to fall in love with me and all will be well we will support each other in times of need and help others in times of joy. we will share our joy with the disadvantaged. ( e.g we will donate to needy causes like funding of the breastmilk bank for smarter babies for Singapore when we get married ) and i will donate 10% or more of my salary to St Nicholas Girls School and Rivervale Primary School. So dear Lord above will you bring my beloved and me together? please please plist Lord. it was destiny that we met but why not destiny to lead us to a blissful union?
Make haste, therefore, sweet love, whilst it is prime;
For none can call again the passed time.
=.=
then you flame breastmilk. without breastmilk you wouldnt even be alive let alone be thinking about great plans like saving the world from inflation of oil
please do not think of me as a petty stubborn egoistic person because if you know me, i am generally a very smiley person, always compromisng my interests for others. it is only in extreme situations such as these that calls for extreme measures to be put in place.
i hate school. sucks shit. dont want to go to school tomorrow. oh The Great one, my deepest apologies in interfering with your divine plans. i am not very good at praying but could you please please please add a something to my life. cause this person to fall in love with me and all will be well we will support each other in times of need and help others in times of joy. we will share our joy with the disadvantaged. ( e.g we will donate to needy causes like funding of the breastmilk bank for smarter babies for Singapore when we get married ) and i will donate 10% or more of my salary to St Nicholas Girls School and Rivervale Primary School. So dear Lord above will you bring my beloved and me together? please please plist Lord. it was destiny that we met but why not destiny to lead us to a blissful union?
Make haste, therefore, sweet love, whilst it is prime;
For none can call again the passed time.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Valentine's day poems
"While i wooed, playing Bach was a tatic,
Causing orgasms intergalatic.
But when Beethoven played,
I never got laid;
Ludwig's music was anti-climatic"
"Excitable mathematicians
fuck in only prime numbered positions.
For the factor while screwing,
Would so heighten their wooing
As to cause premature sperm emissions"
"Demosthenes mastered motion
Through the ancient Greek art of fellation,
As he tried to emote
With that cock down his throat
He improved his syllabification"
"Said Pinocchio's lover, midst sighs,
My puppet's technique takes the prize.
He gives me full measure
Through dishonest pleasure.
I sit on his face and he lies"
Causing orgasms intergalatic.
But when Beethoven played,
I never got laid;
Ludwig's music was anti-climatic"
"Excitable mathematicians
fuck in only prime numbered positions.
For the factor while screwing,
Would so heighten their wooing
As to cause premature sperm emissions"
"Demosthenes mastered motion
Through the ancient Greek art of fellation,
As he tried to emote
With that cock down his throat
He improved his syllabification"
"Said Pinocchio's lover, midst sighs,
My puppet's technique takes the prize.
He gives me full measure
Through dishonest pleasure.
I sit on his face and he lies"
Sunday, February 12, 2012
认命吧
accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate accept fate
is this fate? and how much more can i accept?
is this fate? and how much more can i accept?
i hate my family. i hate the way i was brought up. i hate my personality. i hate the way i feel. i hate the way i talk. i hate the way i do things. i hate everything
okay? i want to move out. though i am very sad that i cannot go to rivervale plaza compass point but at least i am relieved of this shit forever and ever bitch bastards fuckers i hate them
fuck mily .
lets play happy fuckmilies all over again shall we.
why the fuck do i have to do every shit while you sit around on your fat ass slobbering everywhere.
i feel so fucking angry. so much hatred.
okay? i want to move out. though i am very sad that i cannot go to rivervale plaza compass point but at least i am relieved of this shit forever and ever bitch bastards fuckers i hate them
fuck mily .
lets play happy fuckmilies all over again shall we.
why the fuck do i have to do every shit while you sit around on your fat ass slobbering everywhere.
i feel so fucking angry. so much hatred.
i dont like facebook. it makes me feel exceedingly lonely.
photos of happy people in happy groups in happy schools engaging in happy activities and having happy smiles.
and i am not in those pictures.
like a loner.
like if maybe got photos of sad people in sad groups in sad schools engaging in saddening activities having sad smiles then facebook would be a more wonderful platform to socialize right.
RIGHT.
and i didnt go for MG outing ): should have gone though. i am so so sorry lah they bought tickets for me and i didnt go because i didnt feel like. shit lah i am like a blardy asshole wtf. dont know what people think of me last time but now shit lah now i am no longer seen as a good person. never was.
what to do what to do what to do. on one hand i want to be included in outings but now i am invited i dont wanna go? this is nonsense. i want to migrate away lah. start of on the wrong foot. and the wrong hand also. everything wrong. oh crap fml. everyone is loving their jcs and having their jcs love them back but i am the other way round. i am exceedingly screwed up in every way imaginable. oh gosh i hate myself can i be reborned?
so many of people have undergone exceptional revolution in their respective junior colleges but i am still same old. have not found any breakthrough in life yet, am not going to find my potential anytime soon ):
biggest regret of life? so many biggest regrets.
yes i get the theory of ' its nice to have people around, but its not necessary '
like i have to keep note of what i say/do when there's people around but if i'm just lazing around in my habitat then i can do anything i want, for example shit in my bed or something.
how now holy brown cow
two years of bliss or torture
how can i change my attitude to adapt to the new environment. the odds are against me. the evens are against me too. whoa me versus everyone
oh my shit god how how amen lord heavenly father please help me i am so sorry and regretful that i only turn to you in times of need and even show disrespect and insicerity by typing out a prayer online. i am sorry for thinking bad and selfish thoughts about you can you punish me. i am so so so sorry. how can i atone and repent
must i give up something precious to me.
i am a shameless woman.
can you forgive me oh lord god
photos of happy people in happy groups in happy schools engaging in happy activities and having happy smiles.
and i am not in those pictures.
like a loner.
like if maybe got photos of sad people in sad groups in sad schools engaging in saddening activities having sad smiles then facebook would be a more wonderful platform to socialize right.
RIGHT.
and i didnt go for MG outing ): should have gone though. i am so so sorry lah they bought tickets for me and i didnt go because i didnt feel like. shit lah i am like a blardy asshole wtf. dont know what people think of me last time but now shit lah now i am no longer seen as a good person. never was.
what to do what to do what to do. on one hand i want to be included in outings but now i am invited i dont wanna go? this is nonsense. i want to migrate away lah. start of on the wrong foot. and the wrong hand also. everything wrong. oh crap fml. everyone is loving their jcs and having their jcs love them back but i am the other way round. i am exceedingly screwed up in every way imaginable. oh gosh i hate myself can i be reborned?
so many of people have undergone exceptional revolution in their respective junior colleges but i am still same old. have not found any breakthrough in life yet, am not going to find my potential anytime soon ):
biggest regret of life? so many biggest regrets.
yes i get the theory of ' its nice to have people around, but its not necessary '
like i have to keep note of what i say/do when there's people around but if i'm just lazing around in my habitat then i can do anything i want, for example shit in my bed or something.
how now holy brown cow
two years of bliss or torture
how can i change my attitude to adapt to the new environment. the odds are against me. the evens are against me too. whoa me versus everyone
oh my shit god how how amen lord heavenly father please help me i am so sorry and regretful that i only turn to you in times of need and even show disrespect and insicerity by typing out a prayer online. i am sorry for thinking bad and selfish thoughts about you can you punish me. i am so so so sorry. how can i atone and repent
must i give up something precious to me.
i am a shameless woman.
can you forgive me oh lord god
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