miracles do not happen
i swear it
they do not happen at all

im just alive out of habit.
its a really really bad habit.

shall i be ego and talk about myself.
okay i shall.
right now.
i am freaking alone.
and someone just came to talk to me online.
i was so happy i could die.
yeah, then when youre happy, you will be sad that youre happy isnt it.
cause sadness lasts forever.
and i want somebody now now now
i want so badly
very badly
because i miss the person a lot a lot a lot
i dream about the person
fantasize, obesess, hallucinate
and i cannot like live without the person
what the heck is that,

yeah okay
i finish,


thankyou for reading
and i love everybody
i think its called love
if such a thing exists

okay thankyou

if youre depressed and you know it slash your wrists
do it now