hi, my (life?) sucks alot alot, my teachers keep scolding me and i am supposed to think i am wrong an horrible and rude and selfish but i dont think so
and my friends seem to think the same way to
look why am i alive, i did not ask to be alive, i do not want to be alive, do not want to go to school I DID NOT ASK FOR MY LIFE AND I WOULD GLADLY DIE ( why do i have to thank my parents for bringing me to life so i can be tortured and so i can torture others too ) is that logical.
why do i have to work and might not even get the outcome i want and yet other ppl do not have to work and things come easily to them.
and no one want to listen to me cause they think i am damn pathetic, yes i think that way to dont have to make it so obvious thank you
i hate this world, its so screwed up and i am supposed to be grateful to be alive in it.
why do ppl have to lie. especially when they say they wont. it sucks when they say they wont lie and they still lied.

i am not living like a human being.
my teacher keeps scolding me and when i try to explain she says im stubborn dont wanna listen to her and shouts at her. she makes me sound like an animal (yes fine i know i am but you are not any better) this is because i am not from some elite school or rich or smart or famous or. which is why she despises me and does all this.
this is very very very unfair and i cannot say anything about it so i am typing it here.
and i am supposed to accept my (life?) the way it is and cannot say anything because thats selfish etc.
why is life unfair to me and not to other ppl. what it is not the way i view my life oks. so are the ppl who have suffered earthquakes and tsunamis supposed to think their lives are pure bliss and happiness.

i say nothing. i do nothing. i have nothing. i am nothing.