people have beautiful lives but i do not their blogs are full of the beautiful things they did with their lives
but mine sucks
its horrible, and i cannot even make it look nice or sound nice here cause its UGLY
its UGLIFIED
UGLIFICATION
i hate my blog i hate my life
everything sucks
sorry i am vv selfish and v rude and vv insensitive etc but id rather not be alive if this is the way i have to live
i am so damn envious of everyone else they are so lucky
i hate me, and you hate me too
okay i know
dont have to make it so obvious
why cant this just end, what the hell
why do i have to go to school. it is so difficult, why must they cram all the syllabus? we have like 70++ years in this sick world, why must we rush it, what are we going to do after we cram all that shit that the school forces us to learn.
stupid i am going to fail all over again.
shit i hate me i hate my life